Today, before the exam, I received a msg.
& I suppressed all my feelings.

In the midst of the exam, I can't take it. I bent my head down and cried a little.
I tried controlling myself, but to no avail.

After the exam, I cried again.

In the end, I screwed up the physics paper (which most ppl think is the easy or rather the easiest) by just attempting only ard 2 qns & the rest of the time worrying and brooding over the matter.

No, it's not BGR. Please don't ask me what matter is it. Sorry, and thanks for understanding.

sometimes, I wish I can just forget everything and lead a happier life.
now I'm pissed with myself, and also afraid. But I can't do anything too. It's over, I should learn to let go.