Went to Sentosa with the trackers today. Fun fun fun! :D
We played Frisbee, Volleyball on land and in sea. haha!
Saw the Ultimate team there, guess they were having some sort of competition. Hope they won, but the experience still matters most, yeah? (:
Ohh yeah, NYP trackers are really funny I must say. Managed to crack into laughters for dunno how long throughout the games. But sadly, some of us have to leave early to meet friends and for work. Well, we still can have many of these gatherings, I hope! :D
After which, I met up with RACH to pass her the storybook and we bade goodbye. She got to meet her boyfriend while I need to prepare for work. My previous boss msged me to ask me to go back to work. & seriously, working at J8 is no fun. There are many people walking pass and see, but very few bought. Moreover, the cash machine at J8 is much harder to comprehend than the others at century square, raffles city and bugis. And closing ends around at 11am , & that sums up my day.

Saw many familiar faces today. My camp instructor at Sentosa, Mr Stewart at the bus-stop, Li Xuan at Mac, my sis and her boyfriend at J8. HAHA.

Alrights, that's about all. And I'm all tired. Photos will be uploaded asap. I need a rest. I'm all sunburnt now! OUCH!
Nights people(:

Holidays. yay.

Too lazy to update yesterday, so shall update today.

Went out with Meiyi on Thursday and enjoyed myself very much. It's been long since I've went out with her except for track trainings, haha.

Ohh yeah, and today went to track training. Almost killed me. Tiring. Too long didn't train, can only blame myself. But training still help to relieve my stress. At least I don't think too much during trainings. & I'm sorry for thinking that much, I don't want to.

Anyway, I can't get to sleep lately. Dunno what's wrong with me. Drinking warm milk doesn't help that much. And it seems like things have not been too well for me. ARGH, don't want to think ald.

Just read a story. Is it true that it's harder for people to be truthful to each other nowadays? Why can't things be simpler? Ahh, forget it.

Shall get some sleep soon. Going to Sentosa with the trackers tml and meeting RACH after that! Yay. :D

Meiyi and I. My 11-years-best best friend! :D

Makan session with the trackers(:

Continued.
'm not going to care about exams anymore. As for the matter, I will try not to think too much.

Anyway, Track training today cheered me up a little. Running under the rain wasn't that bad after all, just a bit giddy after that. Aching now after not training for quite awhile.

Makan session with the team was Awesome. Celebrated Coach's and Lynn birthday. Once again, Happy Birthday to them! :D I like LIKE like Makan session. It's some sort of bonding for us. We've had games, laughters, fun and wonderful food together. Anyway, thanks to Justina and Atiqah for organising this month's makan session. Good job(:

That's about all. I'm tired, need a rest. Shall get to sleep soon. Take care people.

lalala~

Today, before the exam, I received a msg.
& I suppressed all my feelings.

In the midst of the exam, I can't take it. I bent my head down and cried a little.
I tried controlling myself, but to no avail.

After the exam, I cried again.

In the end, I screwed up the physics paper (which most ppl think is the easy or rather the easiest) by just attempting only ard 2 qns & the rest of the time worrying and brooding over the matter.

No, it's not BGR. Please don't ask me what matter is it. Sorry, and thanks for understanding.

sometimes, I wish I can just forget everything and lead a happier life.
now I'm pissed with myself, and also afraid. But I can't do anything too. It's over, I should learn to let go.

Ohh man, I'm so excited now!
Tml's the last paper, physics.
I can't get down to study, cause my whole brain is all about HOLIDAYS!



ahhh, and somebody keeps telling me that her paper has finished and she's enjoying herself very much now! booooooooo, shoo off! HAHA

Just woke up.

Ate two bowls of century egg porridge today :D
Still hungry, the medicine really churn my stomach upside down.
haha, yes I've put on weight. But I just can't resist foods.

And one more paper to go. Kind of tired but happy, cause after that will be HOLIDAYS.
Which means I get to train (hopefully), camp, bunk over, work and the list goes on! :D

Oh yeah, thanks to all who asked me to take care, be it sms or tag or call. Thanks again!(:
All rights, take care people! :D
Go go FS0803, one more paper to go!

Feverish.
Hot and cold all over, hate this feeling.
Why must I be sick at this time? Damn it.

Just woke up ! :(
Biochem paper tml = No hope.
Studied only one chapter still- Glycolysis.

I wonder how am I going to survive. The medicine's really making me drowsy. I'm tired.
I want to go back and sleep, but I can't.
Need to at least study one more chapter. GRRR.

GRRR. Sick makes someone frustrated. I am quite angry at my sister. IF not for her inconsiderate acts, I wldn't be sick. Cough & sneeze in front of me. Dunno what is cover up the mouth. Besides, use my cup when she's sick just because she's lazy to wash hers. Now, end up pass everything to me. Thank you very much. :(

Cough and flu, making me weak all over.

Besides, two things piss me off.
6 hours wasted. a) 3 hours for waiting and b) 3 hours settling some piss-me-off problems.
Hello, not that I ask for anything, but not even a word of Thanks. All I get back is nothing but blame.

Grrrr. Have not been revising except one chapter of biochem. Sigh.

& right now, I'm pissed, sick, and tired.
I'm not going to care anymore. & medicine's YUCKY!

Sleeping is such a wonderful feeling.

Having a sip of the honey pomelo tea and a storybook by your side is just as nice.

Today, I finally enjoyed both.

After exams, there will be camp, chalet and Trainings hopefully. Besides, I want to go around and take photos. I want to go to the Mint Cafe, the world of toys as well.
http://www.streetdirectory.com/restaurants/singapore/reviews/image-11707752340982-mickey_mouse_and_teddy_bear_collection.php

http://www.streetdirectory.com/restaurants/singapore/reviews/image-11707755030656-the_beatles_collections.php
Take a look at the above links, amazing collections. :D

I've told you, I don't want to be who you want me to be.
Can I not hang on?


Bang my head on the wall!

Eek. I feel sick.
Tummyache. Wonder if I ate the wrong things. Ice-cream? Peach tea? or Yakult?

Not long ago, I found out that one can only drink around 2 bottles of yakult a day. But I drank like 3-4 bottles a day for about years. And It's already a habit to drink at least 3 bottles a day. I'm trying to reduce now, heard from mum that it's not good to drink too much. Perhaps, my digestive system becomes very good after drinking so much Yakult and that's why I ate so much! haha, Rubbish. The reason why I ate so much is because I LOVE TO EAT. as simple as that. And not because of 8/9 of my body make up of digestive system, someone said that. -.-

Yeaps, I've got no mood to study for organic chem and I'm still not starting now.
I want to eat though I have just eaten. I want to sleep even though I just woke up. I want to run though I'm asked to rest. I want to sing even though I'm asked to shut up. I want to laugh but it's stupid to face the laptop and laugh. I want to go to "Made with Love" and buy all sorts of materials and start designing things but It's too far. I've Got so many things I want to do. But currently, I can only take out my notes and face them. :(

Exams still going on. Finally a small break, one day. Ohhhhhh mama.
I am tired, but I'm not sleeping yet. I want to watch all the 7pm, 9pm and 10 pm shows today. Then I shall go to sleep. Like finally I can watch all three. Yay for that.
But I still got to study again tml. & Boo for this.


Anyway, I got power teeth. I just ate a metal egg! MUAHAHA.
& I want to run, very much.

<3 & :)

Happy Valentine's Day 2009! <3
& Happy Friendship Day 2009! :D


If I'm not wrong, Friendship Day is today as well? Haha. Well, Everday is Friendship Day to me actually! & also, Everyday is Valentine's for the couples. :D
So, cherish everyone esp your Loved ones!

Hope everyone enjoy this special day of yours ! (: (: (:

Screamed it all out today. Nice feeling.
Exams, Bahhhh.
Stress, and did something to my hair. My bro said I looked more like a boy now & my mum said I looked like mushroom head. Tsk, all the bad comments. Worse, my sis said I looked like nerd.
Only my father said :" okay ma, save shampoo." Well, I don't know if that's a compliment, but ahhh, whatever.

Anyway, Yellow Submarine by Beatles is Nice (:
~ We all live in a yellow submarine, Yellow submarine.
Yellow submarine :D

I'm very upset.
Promise I made to my mum to train lesser since IVP due to my hipbone injury which kept coming on-and-off and also studies was kept broken by me. But recently, I did take a break from training.
Received msg today that there is a All-comers this Sunday. Was told that 800m was my event. Told mum about it, but her voice..
Answer known.
But I still try persuading her saying that this is really the last race and I will take a break after that till my hipbone recover fully, I hope. And her reply was :" Since when it's not your last race? Quit Track."
I was shocked. She had been nagging about it, but I just replied a "urrmm", a "orrhh" or a "okay". Then, she didn't bother too much about it. But today, she was stern. I don't know if she mean it but I hope not.
Anyway, I had msged coach and he said not to worry and that I can skip this race.
But I still feel disapppointed and bad at the same time. I want to run, it's like a new experience again. Though I can't get into the National Juniors , but least it's still an exposure.

Argh. Why must the hipbone injury come on-and-off, why can't it just disappear from my life?
Why must exams be now? Why must exams be on Monday? Why can't I be smarter?
Too many "Whys". Perhaps, I should try finding solutions instead of asking Why. Cause asking "Why" just doesn't help.

Maybe I should learn to take care of myself more.
Maybe I should take this period of time to really rest and recover, fully I hope.
Maybe I should just stop complaining and start studying.
Yes; maybe. No; It's a must.

Can you just stop your-nonsense-thinking for one day?

Anyway, these few days have been rather peaceful. I'm more like in a holiday mood than in the exam mood. Waking up late cause there's no school is such a wonderful feeling. But, exams are just near the corner. And I've studied only so little. Oh what the hell am I doing? Wake up lah, wanwen. STUDY please. & the 9pm , 10pm shows are such a distraction. :(

GRRRRR. Only if there are no exams. haha.
I need to have some sense of urgency. bah.

Yay.
My pet has more money now! WOOHOO.
Hahaha, but the credit goes to Jiayu. She helped me play Pet Society at around 4am plus and earned COINS for my pet. HAHAHA.
I'm going to buy her pet something later on!
Yahooo!:D

And I'm still stuck. BAH! ><

Nightmare.
Worries.
Loss of memory.
Cry

OKAY!
I'm going to have a ' Don't bother' mindset anymore.
Probably things will be easier and I will be happier (:

School was pretty alright today. As usual, quite sleepy. One funny thing, Bixue wore pink, Jasmine wore orange and I wore green today. Does the combination of us look sth familiar, like you've seen it somewhere before? TADA, yeah it's the Traffic light. haha.
Okay nothing much to blog ald. Came home and slept till 9pm today and watched Tuan Yuan Fan. Super nice. I like the Ah gong who kept repeating " I'm a policeman!" He's funny . hahahhaha. & the ending is so touching. :D

Okay, and that mosquito which just gave me a bite, fly away please. *itchy* BAH :(

No trust, no point.

Mark my words.