Just reached home. Mentally & physically tired Too many things happened today.
The feeling of being treated like dust is really terrible. Is like my presence doesn't make a difference. Yes, I'm not the best or whatsoever, but at least I'm trying hard. I've got feelings too. It's like I feel that I'm not being respected. & on another note, customer rights are so not true. Who gives customers the rights to step on my pride?

Mum talked to me just now. She wants me to more mature, in terms of knowing my priorities. All along I've been trying to maintain a balance among studies, track and work. However, work's on the last in the list. Mum sounded as though I was selfish, I know that's not what she really meant. Just I've got a feeling that I am. Perhaps, I should quit track or should I go lesser on trainings and work more? I don't know. I'm totally confused now. Does quitting means giving up?

Argh, and I really need to find more jobs. Recession, sigh.. I've just eaten my dinner yet I'm feeling hungry. Bah, it always happen when I'm stressed out or sad. Yeah, maybe this is what they call the "eating depression syndrome". Now, I'm going for tubs of ice-cream.