Went training today. Did about 4 rounds around the school plus running up the slope for 10 times.
Felt pain and stopped for the 1200 m run. I really don't want to get any more injuries or further overstrain myself before the upcoming 800m race. I've got only myself to blame for the injuries cause I didn't really know where are my limits. Now, I won't want history to repeat itself. Luckily, Coach understood & let me rest.

Anyway, after some thinking, I realised what Laychi said to me was right. Train when you are fit, only then, you can get better after each training session, and prepare for the next. Thanks Laychi if you happened to pass by & see my blog somehow! haha. :D

Boo, I'm really tired. Work is such a chore, and I'm so not looking forward to working. I just don't get it why some customers like to find fault with salesgirls. Not like they are the bosses and can give discounts as and when they like. :(

Alrights, that's about all. Too lazy to upload any photos recently. :x
I wish I can stop all the thinkings, I need to stop.

Buhbye peeps, have a nice day! :D

Omgosh, I'm feeling so not well today! Didn't complete track workout, Boo! stupid cramps la! Next sat or sun is the race ald, I need more trainings! Cramps go away please.

Today, the whole of today, I was feeling so not myself. Wasn't able to talk much or push myself to run. Felt so cold on the way home and kept rubbing my hands. Slept throughout the bus journey cause was too tired. Weird eh, did so little for training today & felt even more tired than normal days.

Anyway I want to apologise to anyone whom I didn't really reply today cause I was not feeling well. Sorry guys, hope you all can understand (:

Now I can't sleep for 2 reasons. First, the pain. Second, slept throughout the bus journey ald.

Booooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, I dislike cramps.
&milo is a wonderful food creation (:

Just reached home. Mentally & physically tired Too many things happened today.
The feeling of being treated like dust is really terrible. Is like my presence doesn't make a difference. Yes, I'm not the best or whatsoever, but at least I'm trying hard. I've got feelings too. It's like I feel that I'm not being respected. & on another note, customer rights are so not true. Who gives customers the rights to step on my pride?

Mum talked to me just now. She wants me to more mature, in terms of knowing my priorities. All along I've been trying to maintain a balance among studies, track and work. However, work's on the last in the list. Mum sounded as though I was selfish, I know that's not what she really meant. Just I've got a feeling that I am. Perhaps, I should quit track or should I go lesser on trainings and work more? I don't know. I'm totally confused now. Does quitting means giving up?

Argh, and I really need to find more jobs. Recession, sigh.. I've just eaten my dinner yet I'm feeling hungry. Bah, it always happen when I'm stressed out or sad. Yeah, maybe this is what they call the "eating depression syndrome". Now, I'm going for tubs of ice-cream.

I'm in a veryveryveryveryveryveryvery messy mind right now!
There are 98765432100000000 things going through my mind right now so much so that my mind is in a complete blank.


I am laughing at how silly I am. Is that a good thing? I don't know, but it beats crying all along.

It's been really long since I've last had a good laugh. All the thinkings are driving me crazy. It's never been like that before. I don't know what is wrong. But oh well I should just stop all these. Went to the library few days ago with meiyi. Wanted to borrow The Last Lecture or The five people you meet in heaven. But all on loan. :( Next time perhaps.

Made Strawberry Cheesecake ytd with mum. Not that successful though cause I've forgotten to poke holes into the jelly. opps! haha. Today, played with my neighbour in the afternoon. The kids can really make me smile, truthfully. Seeing them make me realise how easy happiness can be. Why bother to search high and low for happiness? It's there, depending on how you deal with matters. Must really thank the kids for teaching me a lesson. :D Oppseh, all of a sudden, I sound old. Boohoo! hee.

Alrights, that's about all. I really need to change.
I can't turn back time, I can only move forward.
Stop thinking unnecessarily.

Take care people!(:

I'm mad, seriously. I'm collapsing. All these thoughts of mine are going to kill me sooner or later. I better stop thinking. But, what can I do? I hope there is something such as a "forget-everything-pill" and I can just take it. Yeah, it's stupid of me to think so. I don't want to be a coward too. I want to face the problems, but it ain't easy sometimes. I have to have to stop thinking and stay strong.

And I'm deproving, with regards to training. My stamina dropped like a huge lot, and my body ain't working well. Injury here and there. Pain almost everywhere. Mentally tired. So many problems. And I can't get to sleep. What's wrong with me?!?!?!?!


ARGH. slap me please, somebody. Or I should just do it myself.

I hope I can not think anymore.
I hope I can cope.
I hope I won't collapse.

Didn't receive a reply from the person-in-charge for the Flag Day. :( So, rested at home instead.

Anyway, just realised someone hacked into my facebook account. Argh. Waste my time to change password & all, such a chore. WARNING: Stop hacking my account, I'm not one that you would like to find trouble with. Thanks.

Cooked dinner today as mum was tired. Ahh, I overcooked the Brocoli so much so that it tasted so dry. Mum said I cooked until all the nutrients no more. :( The rest were okay. But, still there's room for alot more improvement. HAHA.

Two things to YAY about: First, Dad passed his test! Weee.
2nd, I think my ankle's recovering. (:

No more race.
Just received a message from Ronnie that I don't have to run for the event and to have a good rest during the weekends instead. Guess Coach wants me to rest and let my ankle recover first.
Well, I guess my timing during the stimulation race was way too slow as well. :( Bah, I need to buck up and push myself more more more. But that will have to wait till my ankle fully recovers. It's better now, not that pain, just a bit "loose" ? As for my hippy, I just wish that the pain don't come back anymore. One more thing, my stamina dropped. Booooo.

Anyway, emailed the person-in-charge for the Flag Day if I can still register now since I got no more race. Hopefully I can help out.(: Hmm, think I shall put the ankle guard on tml just in case.

I don't want to think anymore. Head hurts.
Hoookayyy. Going to take care of OH OH! now.Buhbye :D

Something wrong with my internet! Boohoo!
Now I'm at xinlian's house using internet. And I have to get back home soon for dinner. So many things to take note and update, but w/o internet how to? argh.

Race's on saturday and sunday, the event is 1500m. Quite afraid, but well just try my best. Put oilment on my ankle ald, hopefully it recovers soon-soon!

Wanted to go for the Flag day, but got the race thing. Well, perhaps next time. :(

Alrights, got to go soon! take care peeps, bubye(:

SKIPALONG ~

So tired of feeling blue
Such a heavy weight on you
So shake it off and make your way to somewhere
different, to somewhere different

Cause you're gonna skip along
Quite merrily baby, skip along.

:)

Camp was quite fun. bit draggy during the night walk though. Did many camp stuff, ice-breaking, crawling about, running around the whole school, rather similar to that of track camp. But overall, still quite fun. Cause different experience with different people always bring out different feels. I like the amazing race especially as well as the performance. Team's spirit was brought out and uber hila-humo-rous! :D OooOOooO, Hephaestus! (: Anyway, have to thank the SCL grop for organising this camp. Took some photos, shall update some other time.

My old injury came back though. Now, I can't rotate my right ankle. Went to work still this morning till 11pm. Did not sit down for 12 hours, and now my ankle seem a bit swollen. Applied some oilment ald, hopefully it recover soon as I need to get back to my training asap after missing for one week due to work and camp. Monday there might be Ice-skating , I want to Go, want to Go! so Ms Ankle, please recover soon. BAH!

There's still work tml, from 10.30 am to 10.00pm. Boo.
tired. Shall end here.
Nights, starry.

It's funny how you are only remembered when you are needed.


& not to mention, sometimes even your closest ones don't even bother.
How cool.

Marina Barrage with Family :D

Didn't update for quite long. Too tired. haha

Anyway, went to Marina Barrage with my family recently. Breathtaking views. Some sort of refreshing & relaxing feel too. Took some photos that day. Sis and I became the camerawoman. :D

Marina Barrage Water PLAYGROUND. WEE

Took this with my handphone. hahahha I LOVE IT!

Just some sort of reflection I'm trying to take. haha

Papa and Mama :)

Bro, Mum and I (:

Threesome(:

Ain't he cute? Posing for us! :D Amazing, a heart shape(:

Alrights, that's about all. hee, going to sleep soon. Update about the sentosa trip and today some other time. Camping soon! :D

Have a good night(:

Someone just tagged nonsense in my tagboard.
And,

TO THAT PARTICULAR SOMEBODY WHO FAKED MY NAME AND TALK TO MY FRIEND :
YOU BETTER STOP IT. IF YOU ARE NOT GOING TO STOP IT, YOU WATCH OUT. CAUSE I AM NOT GOING TO LET THE MATTER REST. I HAD ALREADY DELETED WHATEVER YOU TYPED. LET ME TELL YOU THIS, MY BLOG ALLOWS NO NONSENSE. THIS IS THE LAST WARNING. IF NOT, I WILL HAND OVER THE MATTER TO THE POLICE. THANK YOU.