IVP's tml.
i'm so gonna to die.
I've got no confidence in myself at all.

Been telling myself not to worry about the positions and just try my best out there. Afterall, that's what I've been training for. But, i'm still nervous, scared, anxious, worried, frightened and everything you can think of. Perhaps, i'm just a coward. I think i will get the last position and i'm afraid, not that it's really a bad thing, but i'm just worried of disappointing everyone else in the team.

I know winning or losing is not important, what matters most is whether or not I have completed the race with all my best. oh well, I should try calming myself down somehow now.

Got to sleep early and get enough rest before the race. bye people, take care!