I seriously need to, have to, must stop thinking.
please oh wan wen. STOP THINKING, will you?

IVP over.

final day of IVP was great!

Ran 800m but sadly, i didn't get into the top 8 positions. Gotten a 10th position instead, 2 positions away to get a point for NYP track and field. ahh. it's okay, i tried my best .(:

Anyway, CONGRATS to NYP ATHLETICS for getting 2nd in poly and 5th in overall for IVP. We shall train harder from now on towards our ultimate goal! TOP POLY here we come! :D

Cheering for each other was awesome yesterday. Team spirit was there and everyone had funnnn! Laughing, photo-taking cum ice-throwing session was ultimate!

After everything, we left Gombak and headed back to school for pool and makan session. Pizza and KFC for dinner and it was great because of the good food and company. :D

some photos ! :D

woon ching and I. she's 1405 and i'm 1406.(:

meiyi, me and woonching

(:

woonching and my number tags! :D

(my mum actually went to buy my number for 4D. LOL)

okayy, shall upload the rest of the photos soon! too tired now. heh:X

now, I'm left with tonnes of things to complete. Lab reports, Tutorials, Projects... oh well, that's enough to deprive me of my sleep!

Got to go rush everything now. Take care people. buhbye:D

IVP's tml.
i'm so gonna to die.
I've got no confidence in myself at all.

Been telling myself not to worry about the positions and just try my best out there. Afterall, that's what I've been training for. But, i'm still nervous, scared, anxious, worried, frightened and everything you can think of. Perhaps, i'm just a coward. I think i will get the last position and i'm afraid, not that it's really a bad thing, but i'm just worried of disappointing everyone else in the team.

I know winning or losing is not important, what matters most is whether or not I have completed the race with all my best. oh well, I should try calming myself down somehow now.

Got to sleep early and get enough rest before the race. bye people, take care!

Minds Carnival was great(:
Everyone seems to be happy and having fun, and somehow you feel happy seeing those real smiles.

Problems keep coming back to me like never-ending. I'm trying my best not to think, but they just kept recurring in my mind. Well, I'll still try not to think though. Anyway, thanks to those who were there for me when I very much needed. (:

I think i did something wrong today, and I'm truly sorry if i had upset any of you guys. Sorry. I can't explain much, cause I know sometimes explaining only make things worse and i don't wish to cause any more trouble.

Chest pain and breathing bit irregular. Tired. Going to sleep soon and not think anymore.

rocking chair, rock me to somewhere else please.

Heyo people,

Woke up at 7am in the morning to prepare to go to the open house training.Met yiting at hougang interchange and headed to NYP. As usual, we crapped on the bus :D Then, both of us received the same msg that we do not have to go for the training. Well, we were unhappy and happy. Ironic eh? haha.

First, we were unhappy because we woke up so early to go to the training ( cause we are left with only these few days before next term starts and we want to sleep as much as possible as it's likely that we will be lack of sleep once school starts. haha)

Second, we were happy because we can resume our kbox session with Jasmine too. So, we reached school at about 9.00am and since we have around 5 hours before the session, we thought we will proceed to somewhere to walk about first, Orchard.

Once we reached Orchard, we walked about and went to Long John Silver to grab a bite first because i was hungry. haha. The conversation was funny with us discussing about how our parents used to lie to us such as "orhh.. you swallow apple seeds next time you will an apple tree grown on your head." and "orhh... you swallow chewing gum your stomach will get stuck together." etc etc. Come to think of it, it was silly of me to believe what my mum said and got worried everytime. Well, we were still kids and course we believe everything our parents say.

After that, we went to have our Kbox session at Hougang Plaza.Wooowhhee. It was funnnnn (:
We sang quite many songs and danced. But i didn't stand up to dance la cause i scared hurting my hipbone. But anyway, my hipbone's better now after doing the workout given by the doctor. (: hopefully, the pain will not come back.

Anyway, photos are taken but i'm too tired to upload. Soon soon(: haha.
Oh yeahh, tml there will be a Minds Carnival and hopefully, it will be a successful one(:

i guess i should not think anymore. i'm sorry.
And RACH, i'm certainly not a lazy bum! you are the one :X *coughs*
ohh lala~

Back from training with Mandy and Gilbert. Jasmine's sick, so she can't join us. oh well, girl, take care and recover soon! looking forward to some running with you(:

Recently, I felt that I've been deproving. I don't know why I just couldn't push myself more during trainings regardless if it's self-training or with the team. & I'm getting tired easily. This evening, after the 2nd round of 400m, I practically got no energy. My whole body felt weak and my hands were like trembling and aching from yesterday's swim. And i heard that swimming helps in some way if you got injuries. I guess it really did though there's still slight pain when it comes to sprinting.

Anyway, I was thinking a lot on my way home. IVP's coming in just about 15 days and I've got no confidence in myself at all. The anxiety is building up in me and I am getting more nervous each day. I felt like I'm not well-prepared enough. sighh. Guess i'll just have to push myself more during trainings and not letting the tiredness and nervousness stopping me. hopefully, i can persevere on.

okay, i'm off to get some sleep! take care people :D

Hey guys! Selamat Hari Raya and Happy Children's Day!
Anyway, yesterday was a public holiday and I took the chance to go swimming with my mum. To be accurate, I was learning how to swim. (yeah I know some of you must be shocked that I still don't know how to swim at this age. okay, don't laugh at me! LOL)

My mum was funny. She wanted to ask the kids in the pool to teach us how to swim, but she didn't know how to open her mouth. So, in the end, we tried to learn by ourselves and my aunt sort of taught us verbally cause she didn't go down the pool. & finally after gulping down the pool water for several times, I managed to swim for few steps. haha. At that moment, i was quite happy though it's really not a big achivement. lol.

Went to eat and home after that as mum was complaining that she's aching all over. haha. me too! chatted on msn and watched some shows and slept after that.

phew. I'm still like freaking tired now. alrights, I have to go prepare myself for some running later on with Jasmine.
take care people! buhbye(: