I'm very upset.
Promise I made to my mum to train lesser since IVP due to my hipbone injury which kept coming on-and-off and also studies was kept broken by me. But recently, I did take a break from training.
Received msg today that there is a All-comers this Sunday. Was told that 800m was my event. Told mum about it, but her voice..
Answer known.
But I still try persuading her saying that this is really the last race and I will take a break after that till my hipbone recover fully, I hope. And her reply was :" Since when it's not your last race? Quit Track."
I was shocked. She had been nagging about it, but I just replied a "urrmm", a "orrhh" or a "okay". Then, she didn't bother too much about it. But today, she was stern. I don't know if she mean it but I hope not.
Anyway, I had msged coach and he said not to worry and that I can skip this race.
But I still feel disapppointed and bad at the same time. I want to run, it's like a new experience again. Though I can't get into the National Juniors , but least it's still an exposure.

Argh. Why must the hipbone injury come on-and-off, why can't it just disappear from my life?
Why must exams be now? Why must exams be on Monday? Why can't I be smarter?
Too many "Whys". Perhaps, I should try finding solutions instead of asking Why. Cause asking "Why" just doesn't help.

Maybe I should learn to take care of myself more.
Maybe I should take this period of time to really rest and recover, fully I hope.
Maybe I should just stop complaining and start studying.
Yes; maybe. No; It's a must.

Can you just stop your-nonsense-thinking for one day?

Anyway, these few days have been rather peaceful. I'm more like in a holiday mood than in the exam mood. Waking up late cause there's no school is such a wonderful feeling. But, exams are just near the corner. And I've studied only so little. Oh what the hell am I doing? Wake up lah, wanwen. STUDY please. & the 9pm , 10pm shows are such a distraction. :(

GRRRRR. Only if there are no exams. haha.
I need to have some sense of urgency. bah.

Yay.
My pet has more money now! WOOHOO.
Hahaha, but the credit goes to Jiayu. She helped me play Pet Society at around 4am plus and earned COINS for my pet. HAHAHA.
I'm going to buy her pet something later on!
Yahooo!:D

And I'm still stuck. BAH! ><

Nightmare.
Worries.
Loss of memory.
Cry

OKAY!
I'm going to have a ' Don't bother' mindset anymore.
Probably things will be easier and I will be happier (:

School was pretty alright today. As usual, quite sleepy. One funny thing, Bixue wore pink, Jasmine wore orange and I wore green today. Does the combination of us look sth familiar, like you've seen it somewhere before? TADA, yeah it's the Traffic light. haha.
Okay nothing much to blog ald. Came home and slept till 9pm today and watched Tuan Yuan Fan. Super nice. I like the Ah gong who kept repeating " I'm a policeman!" He's funny . hahahhaha. & the ending is so touching. :D

Okay, and that mosquito which just gave me a bite, fly away please. *itchy* BAH :(

No trust, no point.

Mark my words.