Have been getting heart or chest pains recently. Sigh. I don't know where the problem lies, how do I even get these pains I wonder. Was it because of the tolerance that I've had for so long or was it because I've worried too much? I don't know, but either way I know, I don't and won't feel happy. But Life is full of ups and downs, a common but meaningful phrase; which I do fully agree. So I guess I'll just have to learn to let go certain things, buck up and move on with life.

Anyway, got back to train with Grace after so long. Feeling was a mix of happiness and dissapointment, weird feeling. and I've found something after today's training.

Yes, I've found it - Goal.