It's pointless to say when there is already no belief, no trust, let alone explaining.

Who are you? Why can you do things that you want and why others can't ?

Am I like INVISIBLE? Ask yourself, did I try my best in the very first place? What makes you think that I didn't? And do you know even know how much hurt you have actually caused ?

There were always times that people fall, but they are trying to pick themselves up. Not only that you didn't encourage or help them up, you actually kicked them or pushed them down to the very bottom of the pit. Do you know how that actually feels like? It's beyond description. It's a horrible feeling, so painful. :( Yet, I can't cry. Irony. I used to cry easily, and now suddenly, all I've felt like I'm losing myself.

My heart is really really very very heavy heavy and tired. I guess I should take a break.