Restored my blog. Cause I got nothing to do.

Sighhs. Things have not been going my way recently. All Way Way Way Wrong. Way Too Wrong.
NYP Opens was held today as well as going to be held tml. Helping out as Starter was rather alright. But the feeling of seeing others run and pushing all out and you yourself stuck there was rather awful :( I was upset, and feeling all the way down. Sigh, I can't be stubborn anymore. I know I need a break to fully recover. But it's just so tempting to go and run or play badminton. Wah, nearly broke down. Thankfully, I was able to control my tears.

& I'm already sort of immune to the relationship problems(not as in BGR) happening all around. There was this once whereby I was so tired, upset and cried. Though, Im still feeling somehow or rather the same except for the crying part, I just let matters pass cause there are just too many too many things to settle rather than sitting down and fret all over. Im not avoiding, it's just that some things are beyond our control. I can't change the world and how ppl think, but I can change the way I think. Perhaps, it's not that easy afterall. But I would try to be stronger. I need to, and I will try.

On a lighter note, the whole of NYP athletics did well in this NYP opens regardless of participating, helping out or winning! (: