I really have to stop thinking.

Anyway, past two weeks revolved around trainings and trainings, studies and studies. The 4.8km each time round and the slope parts can just kill me. Well, shall train harder with the rest of the team towards our ultimate goal for the POLITE road run :D jiayou nyp athletics!

These two weeks aint that easy for me. I'm trying hard not to anyhow think, but those scary thoughts just come back. Sometimes, I wish these thoughts just vanish in the air and never come back. I'm like losing myself. I don't know. I'm really sorry and I promise to change myself.

Oh well, back to studies. Project 1 's partly done, and now we are left with only the cookings :D hmm, I guess it's time for me to buck up a lil' and stop sleeping in lectures. and also, I should not to slack too much during the weekends & get most of my work done. & i have to stop thnking stop thinking stop thinking.

don't mind me repeating. haha. I'm not making any sense I know.

merry go round, and round and round.