Well, I've cooled down these few days. Thinking back, I was at the fault sometimes too. I shouldnt have lost my temper. I should have controlled myself. Whatever it is, everything is over now. And I promise to control myself, and be a daughter ideal enough in their hearts, I hope..

MONEY MONEY AND MONEY
DO YOU HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO TALK ABOUT

YES I AM USELESS . OKAY
YOU HAPPY??!?!?!!!
I CANNOT EARN ENOUGH FOR YOU.
I AM JUST A USELESS DAUGHTER.

FINEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!

Why am I such a nervous wreck? Think I screwed up again :(

I should seriously reflect on myself and learn to be contented.

I'm seriously going crazy at this rate.

Worry worry and worry

Had been so long since I've last posted.
Today marked the end of exams for almost everyone. I know this is something to be joyous but I can't help feeling scared. This had been the worst exams struggles I've ever had I suppose.

Don't know what went wrong with me. Is been so long since I have all these negative feelings. I am so scared of failing the papers. I had no confidence at all. Im scared I can't graduate peacefully. I've been feeling so scared that I can't really concentrate on the papers. Think I've screwed up most papers or rather all.
Sighhhh. I should not think so much anymore. Is causing me chest pains. So unbearable.


Sorry.