MONEY MONEY AND MONEY
DO YOU HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO TALK ABOUT

YES I AM USELESS . OKAY
YOU HAPPY??!?!?!!!
I CANNOT EARN ENOUGH FOR YOU.
I AM JUST A USELESS DAUGHTER.

FINEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!

Why am I such a nervous wreck? Think I screwed up again :(

I should seriously reflect on myself and learn to be contented.

I'm seriously going crazy at this rate.

Worry worry and worry

Had been so long since I've last posted.
Today marked the end of exams for almost everyone. I know this is something to be joyous but I can't help feeling scared. This had been the worst exams struggles I've ever had I suppose.

Don't know what went wrong with me. Is been so long since I have all these negative feelings. I am so scared of failing the papers. I had no confidence at all. Im scared I can't graduate peacefully. I've been feeling so scared that I can't really concentrate on the papers. Think I've screwed up most papers or rather all.
Sighhhh. I should not think so much anymore. Is causing me chest pains. So unbearable.


Sorry.

Yes you are right

...
Holidays are coming to an end & I can't seem to focus and do my work. It's been like this since the start of this semster. Common test, somehow it's gonna be a gone case I suppose.

Have been training but my old stupid injury just keep pulling me back. I want to push myself too. It's all in the mind, I tell myself, but does it help? No! It's beyond my body limits. I can't take it anymore! :( or maybe is just ME.

Have been eating and eating and eating to vent all my frustrations which it doesnt seem to help! :(
They say eating helps, comfort foods help. Not true at all. Now Im a fatty bom bom but Im still unhappy!

Im useless. Thanks for bringing sense into me. you know what, upon hearing that, I stoned.
because yes, you are probably right...as I can't even tell what is wrong with me.