Just what is wrong with me? I seriously think that Im going into depression. No one knows how I feel, how I exactly feel. I am going crazy. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?

ARGH I HATE MYSELF. SLAP ME. BOX ME. KILL ME. HUMPTUMP ME! I HATE ALL ABOUT ME.

I should't even have bothered explaining so much. I feel so small, like a coward. :(
From now onwards, I will not be like this anymore.
If that is what you think of me, so be it. I am sick and tired of explaining when nothing is going to work out. Why should I even try so hard to please everyone?


Now, I'll just be me. Like it or not, I am not going to care anymore.

Don't always push the blame to others, reflect on yourself please. Had you heed other people advice, none of this would have happened. Be glad with what you have already, it's more than enough.

Got stung by a hornet :( Not once, but twice!

Just my luck.

Have been getting heart or chest pains recently. Sigh. I don't know where the problem lies, how do I even get these pains I wonder. Was it because of the tolerance that I've had for so long or was it because I've worried too much? I don't know, but either way I know, I don't and won't feel happy. But Life is full of ups and downs, a common but meaningful phrase; which I do fully agree. So I guess I'll just have to learn to let go certain things, buck up and move on with life.

Anyway, got back to train with Grace after so long. Feeling was a mix of happiness and dissapointment, weird feeling. and I've found something after today's training.

Yes, I've found it - Goal.

HELLO BLOG!

IT'S HOLIDAY TIME! :D Both IAP and FYP had ended, and well, though Im still quite worried for the results, but since it's already over, I shall just not think and enjoy my holidays! :) Become a mini housewife these few days because my mum was injured. She got 3 of her rib bones fractured due to a fell on the bus which came to a sudden halt. :( Heard from some passengers that they saw a black Honda Car cut three lanes and the bus-driver had to stop to avoid an accident. Well, luckily mum was fine except for the fractured bones and no one else was injured. To those drivers out there, please DO NOT drive if you do not know how to and well, if you have had a couple of drinks, DON'T EVEN DRIVE. Take a taxi or whatsoever, don't risk with innocent people lives and Im sure you don't want to gamble with yours too.

Yea as for me, just some abrasions and slight knock onto my hipbone. Other than that, Im quite alright :) Anyway, thanks to everyone who had shown concern for my mum and me. My mum's resting and recovering now, so no worries. :)

Alright, shall get some sleep soon. Tired after doing the household chores, boo im so lousy. :X
Till then, nights! :)

Why do some people like to fabricate stories so much, and why do some other people just believe the one-sided stories without having known the full truth? & WHY do these people like to gossip and badmouth others?

Does bitching about people make your lives so much happier? If so, I would strongly recommend you to consult a psychiatrist. Get a life man. Before you bitch about others, reflect on yourself first. Just a note of caution, if your actions still don't change, all your friends would leave you one by one without you knowing. We are still here by your side because we believe you can change. But if you don't, then too bad. Some of us have already told you the truth but you just think that you are always right. Yes Yes Yes, you might as well think that the WHOLE WORLD REVOLVES AROUND YOU, the PLANET EARTH ONLY SPIN FOR YOU? Please, stop criticising others and know who's at the fault. Thanks.