Restored my blog. Cause I got nothing to do.

Sighhs. Things have not been going my way recently. All Way Way Way Wrong. Way Too Wrong.
NYP Opens was held today as well as going to be held tml. Helping out as Starter was rather alright. But the feeling of seeing others run and pushing all out and you yourself stuck there was rather awful :( I was upset, and feeling all the way down. Sigh, I can't be stubborn anymore. I know I need a break to fully recover. But it's just so tempting to go and run or play badminton. Wah, nearly broke down. Thankfully, I was able to control my tears.

& I'm already sort of immune to the relationship problems(not as in BGR) happening all around. There was this once whereby I was so tired, upset and cried. Though, Im still feeling somehow or rather the same except for the crying part, I just let matters pass cause there are just too many too many things to settle rather than sitting down and fret all over. Im not avoiding, it's just that some things are beyond our control. I can't change the world and how ppl think, but I can change the way I think. Perhaps, it's not that easy afterall. But I would try to be stronger. I need to, and I will try.

On a lighter note, the whole of NYP athletics did well in this NYP opens regardless of participating, helping out or winning! (:

Boohoo.

I am super tired.
For no reason, my hip lose control & I fell right on both of my knees. Now I can't run all I want due to the injuries.

I have not been myself lately. I can't do anything right.

I am going really really reallly insane.



R.a.n.d.o.m.

Games day was awesomex987654320000!
Thank you to all who make the Game Day a successful and fun one! ;D
NYP Athletics, woosh!

AND.
Somebody please wake me up from my sleepy mood.
I have not been running and doing my work. BOOHOO.
:(

I hate being sick. Cause there's nth I can do besides sleeping, sleeping & sleeping. This is wasting so much of my time. Now that I've got better, I've to rush everything again. Report, tutorials & the planning of so many things!

Boohoo. Yesterday, I practically came home just to sleep almost all the way after the games day dry run. Headache still stayed there, everything's blurred now. I can't focus on any work. ARRRRRRRRRRRR.

On a lighter note, Track Games' Day dry run was quite successful in a way or so! Yayhoo.

Alrights, got to go rest ald. Just felt like ranting out my thoughts since I can't focus on any work.
Take care people, drink more water and rest well!

My habit of thinking too much has not been kicked away. Headaches still come on and off. Memory's falling apart. What to do? Ignore about all those nonsense that I've been talking about.

School had been pretty busy, with all the projects and reports! Trainings had been pretty tough recently, guess because more competitions coming up. No more honeymood period for us.
Train hard guys! (:

& recently, I've felt weaker like mentally and physically. My energy practically drained off. Took back my blood report. Doctor explained and encouraged me to stop exercising for a period because I've overexercised during the period when I was sick. So immune system kind of not strong. But, I'm recovering now & taking Rexodon everyday! haha, so I'll be still training unless I can't take the pain anymore from my injury.

Alrights, have been falling asleep. Too tired. Argh, I should slap myself. Alot of work including all the planning of the track camp and projects and reports have not been done yet! Better rush now! Bye people. Take care(:

And and and, HAPPY MUMMY DAY! ;D
tadaaaaaa.

All comers race today.
Not very well done, but at least a new PB. (: Anyway, thanks Coach and NYP team for the encouragements, concern and support! Wouldn't have made it without you people!
Also Specially want to thank meiyi for coming down all the way and accompany me throughout the race! THANK YOU. haha, be honoured when you see this.

Ohh yeah, thanks to those who encouraged me before the race too. Thanks! (:


Slightly sick and aching now. Booo. Hope I can recover by tml as there is the orientation for the new batch of SCLs. Alright, got to go now. Take care people!

Super tired. Aching almost everywhere, from head to toes, maybe not that exaggerating, but somehow yeah. From headache ( due to insomia & tiredness), to core muscles, to hipbone, to thighs and calves & to ankles. BIG BOO.

However, the trainings were still quite enjoyable despite being tough (to me) and putting aside the pain and tiredness. Constant encouragements, concern and funny conversations among team-mates keep the whole team spirit up. BIG YAY.

Went to try out 800m before my sunday race & oh man, my timing was 3min24 sec which were like duper duper slow. I need to push myself more. Argh, and all the muscles ache & hipbone pain keep holding me back. And I'm running under the range of 2min45 sec to 3mins for this Sunday's race. NERVOUS. Omgosh, I'm afraid that I will be like not performing & disappoint the whole team and myself :(

On another note, PFA today was fun, but my flexibility was poor. HAHA, need to buck up before year 3, sit & reach :X
Pheeewwww. I need to relax & hopefully all the pain go away before sunday's race.
still can't sleep, one meh meh, two meh meh, three meh meh, doesn't help.